I am so busy with the big Hendricks installation that I forgot to put together a proper blog post for this morning! So here is some overly-personal-non-visual creative expression to keep you entertained.
My beau and I had an argument this weekend, so I apologized to him with a poem...
I know I can be selfish
distracted and careless
and the fact I don’t mean to be
doesn’t make it hurt less.
I’m sorry I put on blinders
I get stressed and tense and vent
Hence I strive to hide this
from my fair ladies and gents.
I’ve been so long in solitude
my feet prepared to run
sharing myself though drawings
rather than one on one.
You accepted me no question
You love my every quirk
We fumble making mistakes
learning how our love works.
But I hate that my mistakes
can hurt you as I falter
as I learn to share my life and heart
with a particularly caring other.
Please know I respect your efforts
I love you more than I can stand
I’m simply not used to holding
a true love’s heart in my clumsy hands.
***
Then this was Kurt's reply:
I saw my alone
as a prison to flee
Not as a happy
wonderland
inside.
Reciprocated love
is new and more
exciting and gleeful
than they ever wrote about
before.
So I sit alone
at home
thinking of you painting
and sweating,
Creating a
Wonderland
for all to see,
And well, that's when I found me.